I paid as much as I could and did as much as I could (although I really didn't expect anything in return), knowing that you pay without expecting anything, I have to trample on your payment and get a bone from you. get meat It's impossible because you forget that there are egotistical extremists who will take whatever fat they can get.

Everyone expects recognition even if they don't expect anything because they are ordinary people. At the very least, it would be nice to hear a simple "thank you" for something you've taught me. That's the concept. But when you pay for the people who are on the other side of the ego, even your payment seems to be their right. No matter how much you sacrifice and pay, when they think they have the right to do so. For them, I will not empathize and feel deeply. For them, they only think that you have to fulfill their rights, so you are not the one who pays, but just a puppet to fulfill their desires. You may have read a story. A fox and a crow are friends. The fox had to search for food in the forest, so the crow willingly carried all the pieces of meat he found for his friend the crow and fed them to his friend the fox. As always, the fox was grateful at first, but sometimes when the crow couldn't find the meat, the fox became very angry with the crow. "Why don't you do your daily work?" Now I'm hungry Because of that, If only you find food and carry it, I won't starve." It's like in that story. But when the fox thinks it's his right, he doesn't thank the kindness until he sees it again as a sin.

There is such a class in the human world. For such people, no matter how broken I am, Let your hard work pay. They will consider it as their right and you must pay them, and they will blame you for not thanking you. For such people, if you go and think, "You will understand the devotion in time," you will be completely wrong. I'll read that your free will and the time you spend with them is a waste of time. One day you can't pay and you might even become their enemy. One day when you can't pay, they can fight you again.

Some people replied, "Smile when you want, I don't need to hate" like saying. While you can pay them what they want, they smile at you, but one day when they can't pay what they want, they treat you like an enemy. I think such people should be called parasites. As in the books you used to read when you were young, it is a plant that grows and survives as a parasitic plant and consumes all the juices from the plant it is attached to. It is a kind of plant that grows on other people's plants, as well as absorbs and eats everything it gets from the plant it is attached to and survives. No matter how much you pay, the ignorant class is the same as that parasite. Only you pay, time consuming. spend money People will be tired. People who will take everything from you and easily throw you away like garbage when it is no use to them.
That's why I really appreciate your contribution and really sympathize with all your sacrifices. People who want to represent should only pay. Otherwise, when you pay a parasite like a parasitic plant, even if it's an unexpected payment, your payment becomes free. That's why I'm explaining everything I can think of so that your payment is correct.